God is an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!

Had a memorial service tonight for a friend who recently passed on to paradise. Awesome God was his favorite praise song. He had a ton of physical ailments, challenges all through his life and he maintained a positive spirit no matter what whether it be heart attacks blood clots stroke you name it he endured it!!!!! As we sang worship songs and shared memories of patrick...... the reality of the fact he is now literally enjoying being in the personal presence of God the Father and Jesus WOW!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!! Life sure does make no sense at times and seems to just deal blow aftyer crushing blow but just realizing there is a Personal Loving Almighty God who DOES have the whole thing under control WOW!!!!!!!!!! I cannot even fathom God not being there not being real all the worries doubts and fears i struggle with cant compare to the bottomline realization.... HE IS REAL......... HE LOVES ME!!!! HE LOVES EVERY PERSON HE CREATED!!!!! Most important..... HE LOVES NO MATTER WHAT WE DO OR THINK!!!!!!

Jesus left eternal perfection with the Father and the Holy Spirit..... to become one of US a normal flesh and blood human He lived experiencing every single thing we do except He endured it ALL and He willingly died taking the penalty that should have been OURS so we all could have the life He created us to have that will NEVER EVER get old and cliche.

FATHER GOD IGNITE IN US ALL A DEEP REALIZATION OF HOW MUCH YOU LOVE US WHY JESUS DIED AND WAS RESURRECTED FOR US HELP US TO DISCOVER LIFE AS YOU WANT US TO POSSESS IT!!!!!!!! ALL GLORY AND HONOR BE YOURS FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMEN!!!!!