Life Goes On is a well-worn cliche, as well as a cool tv show in the 80's. Kellie Martin made glasses sexy way before Sarah Palin lol I saw a few people commenting at Rachels blog say they would love to get paid to read and think. That would be a great way to make money, as long as it wasn't a paid on commission salary eh??/ I wonder if Kant, Hegel, Descartes,Kierkegaard and the list could go and on, did they go a lil stir crazy at times??? The Enlightenment wasm't exactly beach time reading.
Why did God create us with the capability of self-awareness and reflection??/ I ask this rhetorically because I know many reasons why. I struggle with the awareness we all have of our own death. Animals live and have no comprehension some point they will die. Thinking about this, I can wrap my mind around why someone would be an atheist, because they don't have to worry about death and what happens after since for them death is the end.
My heart condition has let my imagination work overtime in contemplating death in all kinds of ways. Will my heart stop suddenly from beating too fast, too slow, too poorly, too much stress??? What will it feel like when it happens?? How do i just let go and not get caught up in morbidity???? Weird to be writing this down when it is such a source of angst for me over and over. I really envy all the people who find it easy to just *let go and let God* and leave all the worry and anxiety with Him.
Coping. Some days it is easier than others. God does help even in the desert times.